Blog 5: About nothing at all.
Hello there!
Mario here, again.
Last days have been exhausting to be honest.
A lot of things to do, and none of these are to my liking.
I feel kinda anxious, y’know? like: i don’t know how to make myself into the road again.
I would like to just wake up early in the morning, like at six a.m and make for myself a cup of coffee, black, without sugar and not too hot. Take the coffee and sit in the living room with the curtains wide open and still. Just be there, in silence. Later, with my cup totally empty, I would take a bath.
I would like to go outside and walk. Without a phone or music, just with myself and everything that is going on in my mind…
Maybe, I would sit for a while in the park near the house of a friend of mine, but all alone… thinking about nothing at all.
I would do something like that.
But who knows? Maybe I will wake up early in the morning one of these days and think to myself: Ohhh, this sucks!
Yeah, maybe the coffee it’s gonna taste bad that morning.
Maybe I ran out of “gas” in the middle of the shower and ended up catching a cold. Maybe I would go for a walk and some random jackass would go and steal my shoes…
Maybe everything will go wrong on that “perfect day”.
Maybe these boring and hard days are actually “fine”.
Maybe I'm just a grumpy dude.
But, who cares?
Today I'm gonna buy a beer and watch something on Netflix.
What would you do on a bad day?
Your perfect day seems nice to me, I would do that too I must confess. On a bad day I would buy me a nice food or cook something, like pasta, eat it and then lay on my bed and watch netflix or hbo max, maybe call Dani, a friend of mine, or maybe just do nothing... To be honest, today is a bad day, I simply did nothing :/
ReplyDeleteI kept thinking a lot about the question that you do at the end, and the truth is I don't know what I would do on a bad day, I think it depends on many things, but in general when I have a bad day, I usually take refuge in myself, be in my room, think about the things that are wrong and let go of what is not in my hands. I appreciate your blog, I found your reflection very genuine and it made me think about several things:)
ReplyDeleteProbably on a bad day I would just sleep so when I wake up I could start over and think everything with a different perspective. Lately I'v been feeling down too, it's like these past two year I had live with the half of my energy....
ReplyDeleteBut not everything is bad, I've learnt a lot about me and how I can handle difficult situations.
Hi Mario, how are you? The truth is, on a bad day I would eat a hamburger with many fries drunk, and then I would go to bed to see a series or movie. Greetings.
ReplyDeleteHi Mario. I really understand how you feel. Sometimes it is very hard when you´re feeling discouraged, but it is important to understant the personal processes of energy. Have a nice week
ReplyDeleteHello Mario, I totally get how you feel, I think you should go for that perfect day you want and just see where it takes you. When I have a bad day I spend time with my cat and watch some netflix, leaving my obligations aside. I hope you can feel better soon.
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